Stuck:

I loved you when you were poison,

I loved you when you were dead,

I loved watching all the maroon blood,

Come spilling from your head,

And you'd say,

"Look at me now, I'm so un-fake."

"Look at me now, watch my heart break."

You're caught up in such tales,

We'd listen unreal,

You'd sell us your soul,

We'd burn it for fun,

You'd try and get revenge,

But you just never could,

Your scars are all over,

I like you this way,

You're so messed-up,

But in your insanity is beauty,

You're pretty on the floor,

While your almost passing out,

You're pretty when you cut yourself to let the pain come out,

I loved you when I watched you,

Watched you decay,

I loved you when you begged me to kill you,

And end all your pain,

And you'd say,

"It's alright, I'm fine."

"I'm just losing my mind."

You try so hard to be okay,

To make your problems go away

But your heads far gone,

And it makes me love you more,

Give me your innocents,

Become mine,

Give me your life,

Become a problem of mine,

I loved you when you were sick,

I loved you, when you were dying,

I loved you before you stuck that shotgun to your forehead.

©A Cristani 4-2002 NYNY

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